"Without charge, shouting, insults, 4 hours passed in the brother's apartment. Without the desire to justify yourself and your life. Without interruptions »
Yesterday my brother went to visit. We did not see each other for 10 months. Usually we cursed on the phone, tried to explain in correspondence, taught how to live with each other ... I came, and there our mother helps with her grandson - 11 months, the second son of brother and wife, was sick. And now the brother tells her about suicide, sin, drug addicts and alcoholics, that she refuses to live. He talks about Putin, Trump, about their health, but all because they go in for sports and do not drink.
From the outside everything is clear. I myself am. I tried to teach people how to live. Thought in my head: "Whose business are I doing right now?". I asked my mother to include awareness, I say: "My right foot, my left foot, I stand, I hold the child."
The brother loudly explains to us how to live, about the length of hair at the priests, about why women in pants and with short hair. "Whose business is he doing at this moment?" - as everything is obvious from the outside.
Video made, did not quarrel, although he grumbled, explained how to do. I showed the video how people come to order a site and what they are "moron" - all.
... I know that my mother then went and bought herself alcohol - her psyche can not cope. Yes, she does not want to. Does not want to live long, many years. And now, when the body hurts, the legs hurt, money is not enough, the children are "moron" and even more so.
I see her depressed. And I'm learning to thank for the love that she shows, contrary to her diagnoses and mood. And I'm afraid that at one point she can not cope. But while she's here, I'll go make her a massage))